Halloween has come and gone and as I put my costume away,probably never to be used ever again I begin to wonder what life really is about. We spend hundereds of dollars to look good for one day and then every other day we must dress like we are nothing but normal just so we can reach for soemthing we can never really achieve. For some it's high marks. For some it's a social status. For some it's to be near the person that mends you heart without even knowing it for every waking moment you spend ,then have him next to you and scare off the nightmare's that come at you as you sleep.
He is like a person I thought I had destoyed. Ins ome ways I did. he is ,at times, like everything my Prince was only better. When I'm with him pain is nothing but an illusion I culdn't even reach if I try. I can not help but smile as he looks at me with such admiration and gentlessness I am suprised I don't melt away into his heart to be hidden form a harsh world. Then again maybe that is what I am doing.
Who is he? We will call him Dawn. I am twilight ,the day slipping into dark and he is my dawn pulling the light back into a pitch black world.
We spent till the next day in eachother's arms, holding eachother from things both us didn't want to face. Hoping that time would just see how much we need eachohter ad just stop the whole time around us. Even if only for a moment.
He doesn't even know how much I care for him because worsds can not express it, but even so lay charred ashes of things I wuld kill myself if they arise once more. I will never want to let him go for Price. Ever. Knowing I feel this stronly abou it you think I would be able to assure myself I can love him forever like I wan tto but I hate myslef for not beleiving but I will admit.
Im afraid Prince is my demon that no matter how hard I run is always faster,catches up, and drowns me in leis and deception.
Please don't lt this be true.
I just want to be wiht Dawn.
Forever.
<~Twilight~>
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As for life, it could even be just to be that person that mends hearts, no matter how many times theirs has been broken in the past, or will in the future.
So long as your words cannot express your feelings, nor will the English language have the ability to truly describe such bliss brought on by your presence
As for the destruction...
Worry not for the fear of losing Dawn, he is for as his namesake one of the few things guaranteed in the world, until its end, to return for as long as you still seek the light of day.
( How fitting a name for the post, how fitting the time for such a thing to have happened. The darkness in place, the Light approaching to mark the beginning of a new time of true and complete happiness )
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