Friday, January 30, 2009

Twilights Trade~

Alright now I am just sorta going to write whats on my mind because really, I don't know where to start which is crazy considering that technicly I already have.

Alright what ahs been going on with Twilight. Well lets do a quick update and then I will revisit each thing on the list to give a little bit more info.
1)my family life is crap.
2)my family life is crap(is diserved two...)
3)Dawn is awsome (I should be putting this 100 times but I dought you can make a post that long so lets just say this post x100.)
4)When will Prince learn that whilst he may be my Prince I have already ran away with my knight in shining armour and so he should give up((but hes not even my prince I just think that line sounded cool...)

1- I hate my family. They are meanies to put it lightly. So recently my life with them has been getting pretty bad. ((note the family life is crap part...)) They use to yell,scream and snark at me 24/7. Then turn around and blame it on me. Ok being truthfully honest this was only my mother and her boyfriend but my sisters making up for it now.
So here I was I was trying SO hard to be perfect but they kept getting worse and wrose. To kicking me out at like midnight to have to walk to Dawns only to burst into tears because I felt so bad for having to go into his house because I had no where else to go....by now thats pretty normal.
Anyways it ended up so bad thatI ran away t Dawns and vowed never to comeback. Sadly when Dawns parents had to come home from Meexico I was booted out and so because I had no place to go and my counciler SAID that if I went home we were going to talk and I would only have to agree if aggrements I wrote down were met. She also said she would be there.
She wasn't there.
My agreements meant nothing.
My moms boyfriend(who decided he would take the place of my counciller and thought it was a good idea becase he was fair I don't know. It may have been someone in my moms body but who ever it was they ar egone now 'cus shes gone to being nice....I thnk I hate this more.) openly picked on me
They both did actully.
It was The worst expiariance of my life.

And now they are just being friendly and pretending it never happened while making silent jabs at me that it WAS indeed al my fault after hiding all my loved possesions ,wether or not they were purchased by them) so that I won't run away again. And I can't find the necklace Dawn gave me.

Im thinking oh shit.