Now here I sit,reminissing of the past few days, of which I can't even understend,with so much going wrong, the happness I feel. Maybe it is because with Dawn as my only light I reach for where he truly cares to reach back and let me hide myself within his arms I can face my problems eye to eye with reasoning.
Prince called today. I wonder why...though I dought I'll ever truly beleive the answer I got. His reasonings was that hiswas bored and his girlfriend was at work. Thats to evil...even for him. A Prince of night changing me from daylight to Twilight a place of mysteries and secrets and things locked so far away within my heart I dought I even know all of them.
I still feel as though I long to protect him but the felings of love...they linger no more. We can't be personal anymore so not only has hearing him snarl this like ym name is a bad word but as if it wasn't that we couldn't..only that he wanted to have nothing to do with me. It was probably true.
Tomorrow will be a little confusing. I don't no how to act. What am I to say? I know not of his intentions or even what he thinks anymore. I fear that truly he is not saying everythig and if underlining it all there is some 'us' I do not understand I long to run away before I even hear it.
Dawn will never be replaced. I don't want it. I can't live in a drk world now that light has been opened up. It is like choosing to be blind after seeing for the first time.
~Twilight
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