~Screams in the Twilight~

I sit ehre at my comuter,the homewor I am suppose to be doing constantly reminding me of what happened to lea dup to this point in time. A mmo that I guess took to much and held it all in.
What I think? I think It's her boyfriend. We'll call him Ret. Everytime he is in are life she is always more stressed and she always ens up yelling and screaming at me to the point I don't even think I take it to myself anymore. I mean the things she says hurts and I cry but then I don't try to change anything because I don't see it as my fault anymore. I see it as hers almost. So I'm trying to change but I don't know what to change ebcause to change into someone she will like I have to be gifted but really Im not. Im creative and I know I am exellent in mt places but I am not gifted. There are better artists. Better writers. Better idea's. Im also not special like my older brother.

So what can I really do? I am intrtwined to the point where even my own brother who gets upset when he kils a fly is making fun of me. But none of them mean it. None of them ever mean anything they say to me. Im and inkspot on the corner of their everyday pages. They dn't even notice me enless they are whiting me out simply because they are screwing up on the work thats suppose to be on the page. A way to get rid of anger. That is what I'm good at. I am good at taking other people's pain and sending to myself instead but ,really, will I ever be rewarded for something like that?

~Twilight