Thursday, October 30, 2008

~Twilights Today~

Well..today. If I could sum it up in some small words it probably wouldn't be that great of explaining what happened today.
Well the boy ((Have I named him? If not lets just call him prince because that is ezactly what he was to her.)) ANways a couple days ago Price ot really upset. The Prince that I,Twilight<>
Violet got mad at him. You want to know why? Because she see's me as a threat because deep downs he still beleives he likes me. Me? I can't even tell reality from nightmares although dreams are pretty easy to tell. If he's with me im dreaming. But nightmares and reality are so clsoe now. Him being with her and forgetting I even existed while i burn whatever parts of my heart he didn't take with him when he broke it.
Anyways Violet got mad because I was geting to "Personal." Some girls huh? I totally called that one. So what do you know ewere just becoming friends and he has to totally get mad at me for her. hes protective of her. he was never protective over me.
Then my friend has just decided he likes this girl. The problam? I dont think he does. He always does this. Its like he has some twisted sence of fear of happyness. he's loved me since I knew him and I mean im not saying he ahs to or anyhitng I just am starting to wonder if Price ever loved me so of course the idea of him dating someone just ebcause he cant have me gets me pretty piffed. Anyway not only is he doing that but hes choosing a girl that I can assure you will spread everything I have ever told him and will tell him ,secret or not, to her. Not only that but then she will tell Violet. Shes one of her best friends. Then he says that the reason he cant be with ehr is because I hate her! I like her just fine! I just dont want all my secrets going to Violet so her and prince can laugh at me then prince will yell at me because it will get around we wen tall the way and his mom doesn't let him do things like that and then she will backstab me and turn him even farther away from me. Which ,if you don't know,is the last thing I want.
My hopwe that someday eh will come back is all I have.

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